ConfusedLittleKitty

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#1 by FieryMamaRow, literature

#2 by FieryMamaRow, literature

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Anxiety tells me that I’m not good enough. Anxiety tells me that I’m not worthy enough Anxiety tells me that I’m not strong enough Anxiety tells me that I’m not beautiful enough Anxiety makes me forget that the world is wrong I start to worry about things beyond my control I start to blame myself for everything wrong I start to feel guilty for the others in pain I blame myself for their pain I feel their pain. Then I feel guilty they suffer Making my own pain worse And then it gets compounded when I’m misunderstood I may appear really rude with my words and I may not say sorry In fact I’ll probably take

#3 by FieryMamaRow, literature

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It starts small and seemingly stupid And then another small and stupid thing So the pile of rocks builds one by one Slowly I get buried by rocks until I can’t breathe And as I get buried I know I have to stop this cycle of being buried. But knowing it only adds another rock. Finally, I’m completely buried alive with no way out All I can do is hope and pray someone along Before I can no longer breathe and Pulls away even just a single stone So that I can pull one arm free, maybe even Give my ‘murderer’ the finger then clear away The rest of the rocks so that I'm free once more. That is my Anxiety

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I’ve worked hard to get where I’m at today But there are some things I am still working on. I don’t really talk about my emotions much at all For fear of being misunderstood For fear of hurting other people when I talk. I don’t communicate well in general, Having stayed silent so long throughout my life But I need people to see my heart. Yet, so often they dwell on the things I say. Trust me, I know my speech is imperfect. I know my words are flawed. What you don’t see though is that I’ve probably thought through things Six or seven things before I say or write them, But still I can’t seem to get it r

Mental Health - Don't be Ashamed to get help by FieryMamaRow, journal

Mental Health - Don't be Ashamed to get help

Jan 2, 2018

Full disclosure: I spent almost two weeks in a psych ward. I won’t say where for the safety of the patients there with me. The greatest lesson I learned there though, is really something I already knew. But honestly isn’t practised much. Acceptance. We all were there because really all we wanted was someone to see the real us. One woman stopped taking her meds and sunk deep into her depression, and then when she really someone the most, they wouldn’t answer her calls. Her neighbors cared enough to notice though and she ended up in the Behavioral Health Unit. She wasn’t one hundred percent when she went home, but she

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Feb 14
Netherlands
Deviant for 18 years

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Age: old enough for you not to care

B-Day: Feb 14th

Gender: Male

Orientation: Fabulous!

Likes: drawing, writing, animating, scripting, video-games, reading, my kitties

Hates: Rapists, Homophobes, Pricks, Idiots

Operating System: OSX 10.11.6 (laptop), Windows 10 (Desktop)

Personal Quote: Don't worry, everyone's a loser at something

Obsession: Sims

Passion: Art

Favourite Visual Artist

Vincent Van Gogh

Favourite Movies

Pirates of the Caribbean 1, 3, & 4

Favourite TV Shows

I don't watch TV

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Iron Maiden, Guns 'N' Roses, Motley Crue

Favourite Books

The Vampire Lestat

Favourite Writers

Kelly Armstrong

Favourite Games

Sims

Favourite Gaming Platform

Desktop

Tools of the Trade

graphite, sketchpad, Prismacolor pencils, Adobe Creative Suite CS5, wacom Intuos tablet, MS Word and anything else I get my hands on

Other Interests

drawing (traditional & digital), writing, being a codemonkey, videogames, manga (not anime), my kitties

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ConfusedLittleKitty

Feb 20, 2023

Hi, it's been like what 2-3 years since I last logged in? So here's the deal, I was going to try to revive this account but I'm honestly completely lost trying to navigate the site now and just can't find the motivation I had when I logged in. I was hoping to get myself doing more art again and sharing it here but the site has ... changed and I'm not sure about for the better. My twitter is also pretty much inactive, I just plain and simple suck at social media. If any of my old watchers are still active and read this, I practically live on discord and my username/number is Chaos#5752 send a friend request or something and I'd be more than happy to reconnect 😊 Telegram is https://t.me/ChaosTheSix now so feel free to message me there if you prefer telegram. Skype is live:.cid.dadb8b46f6b7fdf6 other than that sorry not giving my whatsapp number or email and facebook is family only. I'll leave this post up for about a week then deactivate the account. Hope to hear from some of you. 😊

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ConfusedLittleKitty

Jun 7, 2020

1) Got a notif on my phone about a new note on dA 2) The app crashes every time I try to view notes 3) Go to web browser on computer 4) The note is a scam 5) report scammer 6) I officially hate eclipse and don't plan on using this platform any time

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Jun 2, 2019

About Pride Month and How it Affects Us

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Hello all. Thought I should inform you that although we did post pride month art and our Love's bday is on Tuesday (June 4th) June is actually a very bad month for us and it has nothing to do with Pride. It's been this way since long before we knew there was a pride month at all or that we are LGBT. Our mind is in a terrible place so please respect that and don't be offended or think we have no pride because we are gloomy and not responding to or thanking for stuff. Don't ask what happened to make it this way we won't share. We shared the story with our best friend, our Love and one other person we trust and that's enough for us. Thank you fo